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MY NOT-SO-SECRET DIARY

Welcome to My blog! My name is Victoria Pawar and I invite you to explore my site and all that I have to offer; perhaps it will help you through your own hard times and maybe ignite your passions.

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I am an open book and hope I can help break down some boundaries for people who are afraid to tell their stories, who are afraid to be vulnerable and for people who may be afraid of what is to come.

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We made it to the OB!

After all we have been through throughout this process the first time we walked into the OB's office was quite a moment. Jaz and I looked...

Embryo Transfer - Finally!

We finally made it to this day. We finally made it to our embryo transfer day, a day I was unsure would come. When going through...

Surrogacy: from the beginning

One of the most amazing phone calls of my life came in May of 2020. Jazmine, my husbands first cousin, called to let us know she wanted...

The ultimate chair

Before you have open-heart surgery some of the questions you are aren't necessarily all about your heart. There are some questions you...

Janeuary Challenge

I don't think I have talked about this much here but one thing that changed my life was finding Jane Do, a women-run, fitness brand. When...

One Year Surgery Anniversary

November 15th, 2020 marked one year since my open-heart surgery. 365 days ago I underwent aortic root replacement surgery. The fact that...

COVID-19 Crisis

I am obviously not the first person with a disease to get scared the second we started having mixed feelings about COVID-19. I remember...

Be proud of who you are & flaunt it

Everyone has their own views on what they think is beautiful. Everyone has their own thoughts on what makes them beautiful. And there are...

Recovery

Recovery is one small word but the process of recovery is anything but small and easy. My stay at Weill Cornell was definitely shorter...

Post-Op

I was warned that when I wake up from surgery I would be on a ventilator and not be able to speak or breathe on my own. They warn...

The Big Day -- The Surgery

November 15th, 2019 -- a day I will never forget and a day I never thought would actually come. 5:30am Wake up call for vital testing &...

Preparing for surgery

I write this 2 months later, so that I have had time to recover, reflect & think before writing all these posts. Preparing for this...

How Are You Doing?

That question, I cannot count the amount of times I have been asked that lately. I am so grateful for the outpouring of love and support...

Support System

After writing my last post, if anyone read it (ha!) I realized I did not speak about 1 very important thing. My support system. My...

It was just a check-up

With my Marfan Syndrome I get an echocardiogram and see my cardiologist every 6-9 months. This was the first appointment I wasn't anxious...

And just like that, its over

Anyone who says IVF is a breeze, is some kind of superhero. It is obviously manageable, doable and something if I had too I would do...

The Money $$$$

The one thing you always want to ask about and either are too scared or don't want to ask about. So I am here to talk MONEY. IVF or IUI...

All the extras

As I stated in a previous post I have to add blood thinner injections to my regime of the IVF process. Some women need to add these...

IVF (The Process)

Want to know what the in vitro process entails, well here you go! (This is for my process, most are similar to this, but may be plus or...

IVF, the ins and outs

As the years go on, infertility and other ways of conceiving have been explored and utilized. Sometimes we are afraid to ask those hard...

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